Facebook overload

"OMG!!! F**k you Facebook. What's wrong with it? I've been trying and trying and I still can't login. What is the matter????"

Okay mind you that up there might be a wee bit of an exaggeration on my part but I pretty much see some thing along those lines every once in awhile when I login to Facebook.

No they are not angry at someone or anyone for the matter. They are actually being all pissy about how they can't login to a Facebook game.

Somewhere out there, there is some poor overworked server is being fixed or maintain after a long hard week of working to provide free games to all the Facebook users in the world. And this is what it gets .

But seriously. I think Faceook game users are a lil too preoccupied with the games to take it so seriously. I'm a Facebook games player as well, don't get me wrong. But I don't get how someone could get so riled up over the fact that they can't login to harvest some crops or beat up some mafia or play farmer or run your very own nightclub, restaurant and/or hotel. I have my fair share of games not loading. Flash player not up-to-date although I just updated it a minute ago. Or I get the 'Sorry the game is under maintenance'. So yea I get frustrated too but not to that extend. I just don't get it.

PMS And Breaking Up

I have decided that there is link between PMS and breaking up. Maybe it's because of the hormonal imbalance that make us crankier then usual but for most of my failed relationship, I have noticed that most of the time I was going through a weird PMS motion that makes me intolerable, unbearable and down right bitch when it comes to controlling my temper.

And with that known, I have tried to 'manage' this phenomena but unfortunately as many have said it, life isn't fair. And every time when I decided to stop being such a bitch and not be so indecisive, I get hit by the fact that I can't get what I want when I want it.

That's life for you I guess... Sigh...

The Small Glimmer Of Hope

Today I found out that one of the new friends my mom made when we moved to the new house a year ago, has passed away. My dad was telling me the last time they met was for breakfast and the day after they never saw him again. We assume that his health got worse and he was hospitalised then.

So my dad was saying that during their last conversation that the uncle mentioned about bring my parents to have some nice 'bak kut teh'. And of course it never happen. So when they found out that he passed away, as typical Chinese, my dad took down the uncle's car number plate number and went to a lottery shop (You know, one of those shop where you predict the numbers that are coming out in a draw... Yea one of those).

So according to my dad, this friend of his only buys from one shop only, Magnum 4D. So my dad bought the lottery from this same place and he went his merry way home. The next day he checked the results. And what do know, the number came out. Second prize no less.

But my dad thought he don't get any winnings because he bought the number in such a way that it might not be eligible for the first 3 draws prizes. So he crumple the ticket up and threw it away. And then he found out that he can actually get something out of it. A small winning of RM160. So he went home and found the crumpled ticket that he threw. And here we are where my dad was telling me about it and how the uncle wanted to bring him and my mom for food. We guess this winning is a way of him telling them that 'bak kut teh' was still on him.

I'm never one to believe in such a thing. You know how when an accident occur on a highway and there will be a huge jam on both side with people trying to see what had happened. Most of the time it will be the Chinese drivers that want to have a glimpse of the car number plate so that they can buy a lottery ticket with it. And most of the time the number never come out in the results.

But in this case such as my dad, I guess these are the occasions that are still keeping people with the small glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe that the number that they buy will come out and they win the jackpot. Hmmm... something to hope for for everyone in this world.

.... well, 'bak kut teh' for dinner tomorrow in honor of this uncle's fine contribution. =D

..... *gasp* .....

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!! SHOCKED!!!

*glow glow* *glimmer glimmer* *giggle giggle*

..... ah you must be wondering why I'm in such ecstatic mood. What put me in this mood?

No. I didn't win any money or found out that I have a huge inheritance waiting for me when I turn 26.... I'm just happy that after weeks of being told that my English is not up to par or that I've been constantly being corrected ... I finally got a break today. Mr. Perfect English said to me that I pronounce 'neither' the right way and he pronounce it the slightly wrong way.

Teehehehe... Happiness.... (Yes yes I find happiness in the tiniest thing) Teehehehe....

*gloooow* *sparkle sparkle*

I'm Tired

Sigh... Never enough. What I do is never enough. I feel tired and beginning to think that all the guys out there are just not for me. Or at least the guys I meet are not for me.

They say one thing but in the heart they mean something else. They tell you that they don't expect anything but yet when you do something, they go all ballistic on you saying that you're doing it intentionally to hurt them yada yada.

Why can't they just say, " I don't like it. Can you not ?" instead of going all psycho.

Meh, getting tired of all this.

Convenience When It Suit You Best

Laughable. Really laughable. People are really funny. They preach and they talk and they say everything and anything when it best suit them in whatever situation that put them in the best light. Oh and they tend to develop memory lost or memory alterations when you try to call them out on it. Makes you question yourself if you are going mad or senile or just getting an early symptom of Alzheimer, huh?

I recent got into an argument with this guy regarding another friend of ours. I was basically defending or helping the other guy out seeing that I felt bad that he was in that situation was partly because of me in the first place. And this guy (who I will refer as Mr P for ease of reference) was hammering at this friend like he was some a week old leftovers. And I thought "Gosh, do you even regard him as a friend at all man?" And so I said to Mr P that if he could say and do what he did to this supposed friend of his because of something petty that he himself is being petty about, then he doesn't regard him as a friend then. And he said yes without a pause.

Which makes me question more if Mr P ever consider this guy a friend in the first place. To be mad and angry at him for something petty that no ones cares about. At something that he and him alone is being all worked up because he has issues the other related parties.

Oh the best part is that not a few months ago Mr P was giving me a thrashing for being mean to this very same friend of ours. (Yes I admit I had been somewhat hostile towards this guy since I was fed with misleading guidance and information about this guy from our very own Mr P. Well not so mislead, more on not putting him in very good light. Just the bad light). I got thrashed for being hostile to his FRIEND, he dare say then.

So as I was sitting there listening to him telling me that he does not treat this guy a friend, that got me thinking and I can't help but to smile that humans will be humans. When the situation suits the circumstances, you change and adapt to survive.