I Hate Losing.....

.... especially when I'm losing because I was playing with a completely new team because my team just 'love' to mix in random people in the cafe for versus fight. Am not totally against asking random people to play since it's nice to change the playing ground once in a while. But I'm freaking pissed when the team distribution goes unfair (or at least to my view it's unfair). We have 4 and they (the random people) have 2, so it would be a 3 on 3. Fair enough. So I suggested that 3 on the left, one team and 3 on my side make one team. It would be 2 (own team)+1(stranger). Then stupid genius that one of my teammate is, said let the game choose randomly the teams. So fine.

Lets see how random the game will distribute the people. Nicely the comp throws me in with this other 2 stranger. RAN-FREAKING-DOM. What do you know, my own teammates who are much better in the game then me are all together, leaving me alone with 2 total strangers that I HAVE NEVER PLAY WITH BEFORE and they nicely JUST DON'T CARE even after they totally thrashed us at the freaking start of the game. Now how is that freaking fair? And then the second level start, again the computer do the random distribution again and one of my friends joined my team. Oh cools, someone I know their gameplay. Should be fair now right? DEAD FREAKING WRONG. The guy just switches back to the original team leaving me alone YET A-FREAKING-GAIN with these 2 new people. And that does it. I was fuming like hell. The betrayal. I really felt so bloody betrayed by this. Even more so when it's your teammates that have been playing with you for so freaking long.

If this is a hint that you don't want me to play in your team again, then I freaking well get it. Your could just bloody tell me straight. Don't have to go through all this. I'm still pissed. And I'm pretty sure I won't be any less pissed when I wake up tomorrow because one thing I hate most is unfair gameplay. Losing I can handle when I think it's fair. I'll just blame it on my sucky skills in the game. But when I lose because any unfair reasons, I'll be fuming for the next 2 days or so.